I spent some time in P.D. Bliss for a photo-snapper like me…a vacation means lotsa things to be captured digitally. Lalala.
.paradise ey?.
Two families went together: my babysitter’s and my own. Quite a number, we were huddled into the vehicles, corked in together with bags and baskets of foods, but the more the merrier. We rented a cheap apartment but it’s a pretty cool place, v. retro and v. wacky and v. me! I can’t help myself; I kept on snapping, from the bed to the freezer to the kettle…
.psychedelic! It’s hard to find a cool bed like this nowadays.
.retro seat, retro tv.
.even the lamp are old skool!.
. they made me want to touch the glow.
Until my mom smack me on the head and said “go get the bags.” *piak* ouch.
The stuff there made me go “gosh, what year are we in right now,man!”. It’s just so brady bunch! I wanted to put in some more photos of it but wtf I won’t bore u guys with my zaniness for old stuff.
The vacation did me some good, really. For a while, all the worries I carry inside my wits seems tons lighter.
.di ambang sore.
I released my tension with canoeing and ermm canoeing. I’m not much of a water-lover, I love sea-side but to dive into the water and swim isn’t exactly my kind of thang (okay okay possibly because I can’t swim. Heck.) Canoeing is the only water-sport I really love. I don’t know why I am so into canoeing regardless of the fact that I can’t swim and I disgust deep water. I always sense the stillness of time once I’m far away from the ground. When I paddled, it felt as if I was paddling my troubles away.
Impak kuat yang dirasa sewaktu dayung menongkah arus, sama seperti merasai kekuatan diri menujah semua kelemahan dan ketakutan.
If u never been in a canoe before, try it. It’s life, there, inside the canoe. You have to know the right way to paddle your direction, to make sure you don’t make the wrong turn or your canoe go upside down. Sometimes you have to paddle a bit far away from the coast to see what is there ahead of you. There will be billow that pester, you just have to bear with it and paddled your way strongly. But there will be times when you feel insecure of the broad sea that surround you; it looks scarier than you can ever imagine, you will want to paddle back to the shore.
And of course, don’t forget your life jacket.
.this is a friendly reminder. Hah.
And during the vacation, I kind of miss one person a lot.
.his was a WKT 6**1.
I don’t know why, but I guess when you are alone, you tend to miss all the people who used to make you feel so happy and excited. He used to make me wanted to wake up every morning with a smile on my face and energy in my body, and just live this life blithely, without a care in the world. All we know was that we wanted to spend time with each other talking, gossiping and laughing. When he’s around, I can actually see lots of beautiful, vibrant colors enfold the both of us.
And I still didn’t know why he took the decision to leave.
And left the colors that once enfold us. Now it’s only black and white.
He’s a great friend indeed. But we mess the friendship with mixture feelings. We should just leave the colors to be vivid and never try to ruin it, right?
:_(
I’m just thankful we never hate each other, never say bad things about one another and never fight or argue. We started out right and we ended it right. His parents still says hello and hugs me casually, and so does my mom to him. There’s completely no hatred at all between both of us.
If all the relationship in this world turns out like this, kan bagus?
I’m pleased I got the chance to be in a friendship so beautiful like that. He has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen in my life. His eyes sparkle whenever he’s in a good mood. He has the sweetest smile and a nice set of teeth. If he’s angry he will just keep quiet and held all his emotions inside. I hardly ever know his actual feelings coz he seldom shows it. He is just happy 24/7, I never see him sad or angry. Our memories were all sweet, no bitter, not even a little bit. So whenever I feel so ‘blue’, the reminiscences of our friendship are all great to remember.
I miss his laugh. I miss As. *sniff*
Heck, enuff with the emotions already! *wipe my tears away*
Feel free to browse around my flickr for some stupid snaps. www.flickr.com/photos/ibcubuz
Though I’m going to post some of it here, for the heck of it
.lights! colors! Aaa bliss.
.little aiman trapped in my shirt.
.okay I’m being giddy again.
.bless the 10seconds timer.
.i love you so much, mommy.
.one big giant happy family, though only five was in the picture.
.mommies with emm not a mommy yet.
.argh missed the snap. Arggh.
.and when the sun is up on your head, quickly snap the shadow!.
Living my life pathetically happy.
__Ib
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