.and i started back from the first.

i was lost.

walked a long way just to get there. to the other side.

was soaked wet, rain poured down on me.

was dirty, was hungry.

but i saw life.

and how much i appreciates that Allah has blessed me with such energy and strength to walk and see the dark side of life and remember the walk i used to have with my late dad.

tonight, Allah has open up a path for me to take and test my patience.

i saw, prostitutes selling themselves, pondan even, gangster fights, beggar crying.

if i didnt walked away this morning, out of the room, crying in agony...i wouldn't have another chance to see all that.

Alhamdullilah.

Had to thank muzzafar who kind enough to call and calm me up. Thank you.

I hope this is not too late :

Happy Birthday, my dearest hun. Love u. *hugs and kisses*

May Allah bless you, grant you with good health and happiness, and make u wiser each day.

=)


Living my life pathetically happy.
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