.my faith, my spirit.

i was in doubt.

and i seek him for advice. no one knows me better than he does.

he always has faith in me, i know.

to say, the only person who really 'see' me, understands me, and maybe, just maybe, loves me, it has to be him.

today, i put my ego aside, lowered it to the bottom ground and talk to him, heart to heart.

and my spirit lift up.

it is all that i need. at a time like this, where spirits slipping away slowly, he hands it back to me, gently. when i felt so 'little' around other people, he is the one who always proud of me even if i cant seem to do anything right. when i am so tired of explaining myself to everyone, he just sit there and smile and i know i dont need to explain to him about anything.

that big black cloud you see on top of my head, is not there when he is with me. with him, i'm ibah.

'everything is going to be alright, you can do it. i always know you can.'

with him, i can do anything.

:)

thank you, best friend.


Living my life pathetically happy.
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