.wet wet wet.

The rain has pouring down non-stop for the past 48 hours. Not much could be done except to stay in-door and watch TV. I haven't seen heavy rain like this for so many years, the last time was ten years ago when it had caused the town to flood and my school had been closed down for the first time. Alhamdullilah there's no sign of flood in town now, people still went out to dine in and shop for groceries when it showed sign that it's alright to go out in the drizzling rain. But I am sure that things might get a bit worse in the perkampungan, from the Sungai Mati area and up.The plan of driving to Johor Bahru had to be cancelled as well, as my aunt called in to tell us that the big city had came to a standstill and she advised us not to come over until things are clear.

It was so so cold that mom and I did pretty much nothing but sleep, sleep and sleep. I had my favorite blanket wrapped around me all the time. You know what goes best with such balmy weather? A mug of hot milo, blanket and a book. Mom had pulled out the mattress and went to sleep so its just me, the nostalgic old songs on astro and The Zahir. The rain smelt so nice, it puts me into a melancholic mood, the sound of the raindrops led me to a thought,

"maybe next time I should just be grateful with things I dont know and haven't know yet."

Because curiosity kills the cat, I think I'm pretty much of a living corspe right now.

Anyway, apart from reading coelho's all day, I've created a few basic designs for my website too (in between playing Diner Dash and eating cookies). I browse around the net for ideas, sketched a few design that I think could work for the webbie. I wanted it to be simple, something that represent my photos and me. Most of my best photos are in black and white so I used only these two colors for my entrance page, besides i'm not good in picking colors. (the reason I think why I should just stick to photography :P) I remembered what hantz said to me when we were still new as a couple;

"Is that how you see life, dear? Only in black and white? I hope I could make you see it in colors."

Actually, its because I'm not good in picking colors. Period. Haha. But I know what he meant. And I know he never give up trying to make our lives colorful even when things were really just in black and white.

I watched a Turkish movie directed by someone named Erdogan. Pardon me if i'm mistaken, I would correct it later. It was about how TV set first come to a rural village called Haraki in the southeast of Turkey in the 70's. The lead character, Emin, was played by the director himself. Emin was touching the TV set with awe and said; "I would like to kiss the hand of this gadget's creator."

And I told myself, 'hey i would like to do the same thing too! If it wasnt for him, I would be bored to death right now.'