.amateur for a life time.

what a busy morning! three phone rings and some sms-es woke me up as early as 6am. funny, come to think of it. as I can't rolled back to sleep, made myself a cuppa hot milo and do my crossword. i'm going to finish it soon and will start with the new one my sister bought for me.

i'll be back to kl in a few days time. can't wait to meet up with friends and have a laugh, galleries to visit and places to chill. and i'm looking forward to go snapping with zatyl and yana. my babe salmi was waiting for me to come back to kl and we're going to bring our tripods out and shoot self-potraits like maniac!

but i will miss muar a lot. the feeling, the people, the old roads, my beloved friends. and there are two things i'll miss the most; mom's cooking and my astro. oh and my wireless surfing at my cousin's cc. as much as i cant wait to go back, i have a hard time leaving my holidays and muar. no more waiting for 4pm to buy bread and watching mcleod's daughters every evening.

went browsing through Cindy Sherman's page, a photographer,model and film maker. Sherman works in series, typically photographing herself in a range of costumes. I like some of her works, it has that kind of color and mood I still yearning to tackle. Her looks looked somewhat deadly, in an artistic way.

chatted up with azrin.

he says "you look different nowadays."

i say "is that so?"

he says "trust me, you do."

i say "yeah?"

he says "yeap. have you got yourself a bf? are you in love or something?"

i say "ohmygosh. no lah! why?"

he says "well, look at yourself in the mirror. your smile look more brighter."

and he meant the one and only pic in which i smiled. funny azrin. in love? reminds me of corrine bailey rae song "trouble sleeping". muzzo said "oh dont you know? what's inside of us reflex the outer side of us. because that positive vibe somehow put energy to our nerve,muscle and la la la. meaning that..eventho im ugly..but if i feel happy and positive inside..people can't stop thinking that i look like ethan hawke."

aha.

Was whining to my friend about my flickr account. here's whats blardy written:

Hey [ ibah ]! About your photos... You've run into one of the limits of a free account. Your free account will only display the most recent 200 photos you've uploaded. All of your photos beyond 200 will remain hidden from view until you either delete newer photos, or upgrade to a Pro account. None of your photos have been deleted, and if you upgrade, they'll all come back unharmed.

sad. so sad. how can they do this to me?

Madness! $24.95 per year for a pro account! Try to count it in Ringgit Malaysia! That would cost me frickingg 90 bucks! Wargh! I'm in the verge of jumping out of the window right now.

...and I seriously need to finish my website so i could upload unlimited photos. hah!