.lovesick.

Last Friday had been what i called as 'reward yourself' day. I had been under the weather as of late that i really need to cheer my poor dear soul. Had a great day out with my sister doing some shopping, hunting for crunchy choc doughnuts and drowning ourselves in books. She, generous as she always is, bought me a tote and treated me to a superb luncheon. Also, got myself two classics to read; Jane Austen's and Charles Dickens's. I'm starting off with Great Expectations.

I felt as if i had fell in love again, clutching the books tight to my chest, the smell of the newly bought and the feel of the pages really swept me off my feet. As i drown myself in the rows of classics, the world suddenly grew awfully quiet. It was really...peaceful. Just me and the books.

Later at night, still with the lovey dovey feeling in my chest, went out for dinner with Eka at Hartamas. We were joined in by Muid and Abby half way through meal. Again, i fell in love, this time with my friends and their sick jokes. Fun, happy people! And as i would often say; 'good food, great company.' These two go hand in hand.

And by the end of the night, i was all flustered with sappy romantic feelings. I am so lovesick! I do not know why, pardon me if i am being cheesy but i think i am easily in love with all the small things in life than i am with a man. The smell of a book, how the beans sprout look on my kuew tiao (though its not suppose to be there), the company of lovely friends, the deserted KL roads at two in the morning...i am easily in love with all these little things.

Feeling silly...i deleted the previous entry.

i think its good to keep silent for a while.
words cant express everything.
a person feels.
words are flaccid.

-andrej tarkovsky-