.little miss kebaya.

Woke up feeling merrier than usual. Took a long quiet shower and the fruity scent on my hair lift my spirit up. Wore my green Zara top (the only one i have) with rustic gold necklace. I know, i dont usually dress up girly dolly. Today's just one of those days i feel like stepping out of the house feeling all fresh and beautiful.

I'm the terrifying girl-next-door you'd probably ever seen. Old worn out jeans, tahapehape top, the same pumps i've been wearing for the past 36 days, hair tied up in bun kinda terrifying. My guy friends have a lot better fashion sense than i do.

But, its not whats outside that matters ey? Its what inside.

I've been eyeing one black kebaya nyonya for quite some time now. Think, i will get my hands on it pretty soon. Cant wait! Been telling a friend about it and in his email he replied "I think you'll look splendid in kebaya. Make sure its like tonggek a bit." He meant a pair of stilletto.

Ahh, I love kebaya nyonya. It brings out the feminine in me. Think, i should be born peranakan instead of a bugis-an. Imagine myself wearing kebaya at home, making puddings and serving tea for lovely guests. All prim and proper like a true women.

Only if.

Missed my sahur again, sister forgot to wake me up. "How can you forget? Mom never forget to wake me up for sahur!" It was sad really, that my mom had went back home to Muar and is getting ready for raya. "Well, tak boleh bangun sendiri ke?" She got a point.

Lets hope hunger wont bite my head off for the rest of the evening.