.merry merry.

Had a brilliant weekend working my ass off. Wedding shoots in three different places: Klang, Keramat and Dewan Tun Raha. I had promised my brother to shoot for his good friend Lina's wedding. So i did. All three receptions went off smoothly, Alhamdulillah. Lina and her family was all friendly and co-operative. Oh, and so was their best man, Adam. Frisky and jovial. Had a great time chit-chatting with him about photography and camera. For a minute, we switched places; me being the pengapit and him the photographer. Funny dude.


ib@work, with adam. look how comot i am.


adam showing off his 20D :P


the most coolest pengantin i've ever met, my dear lina taib

Met Aunty Roy, Lina's aunt. She is very enthusiastic and merry. She loves photography and i have to say she's pretty good at it. She went round and round taking pictures of everyone. Told me she loves taking pictures using film camera rather than digital. I think to myself; 'Maybe i'll be like that when i'm fifty.' Cant wait to see her photos.

In the last twenty four hours, i had been trying to cheer myself up like mad. Ate lots of those silly hello panda biscuits i bought at the petrol pam in order to restrict myself from being overly emotional. It has cute little graphic image thingy stamped on 'em. Cost me about RM3++ per box and i bought 'em every single day now. Silly.

I have come to realize that no matter how much sugar i try to pour, things just wont get any sweeter. In fact, it has becoming so bitter i just dont wanna bother myself with it anymore. It is an unfavourable situation. I've gone on a full ride of emotions this time - from being pissed to shit, to feeling numb and being unable to bother anymore.

And yet, i am unwilling to act upon it simply because it would just make matters worse. I am continuing to walk on a road with dead end, frikkin hoping that i am mistaken.

You know the feeling where you were pissed off for so many little reasons and now you cant remember why you're pissed at the first place? I am at it. Tired of being angry and dissapointed.

At starbucks right now. The christmas songs seems to work wonders comforting my heart. Way better than hello panda biscuits.