.the little plan.

I am done with Canon Expo!

Think, last few days at the Convention Centre were not too bad despite the chaos and lack of sleep. Chaos paid off as twas a success, that and Gala Night at Mandarin Oriental (twas damn beautiful and grand!) which makes us all in the team beaming with joy. As Boyd came to me and said 'thank you for the work' my face was burning with undescribeable sensation.

Last Thursday was the last day and i had teary eyes as the canon expo 2007 staff and i bid goobyes. I'm gonna miss all of them; edi, steve, ah fai, howard, grace, ivy and others whose name i forgot (my bad) so very much. They have been a great help! I shall post up some of the photos during the event, soon...if i'm not that lazy.

And right now i cant stop thinking about my mini getaway. I had that little wonderful of feeling in my tummy. I'm thrilled! We've decided to go up the nearest highland to chill and laze around just the two of us.

Its been a month and so far things are going on great minus the small little hiccups. We've learnt that relationship, just like many other things, takes lots of responsibility and hardwork. So yea we figured out that we needed that escape so very badly. Plus i need a huge rest. Have not been resting for the past four months.

We're gonna have a quiet dinner tonight. The weather is rather chilly right now, love it.

.sensual.

a self-portrait. actually this is an old shot taken during a slumber party at abby's. twas four in the morning and everyone, namely muid, abby, salmi and myself, instead of sleeping we went bonkers in front of the camera. the theme? sensual.

i miss photography. or in exact words, i miss taking my self-portrait. i miss being vain.

not too long ago, somebody, i cant remember who, asked if i would go nude.

what do you think my answer would be? :)

i'm thinking of cutting my hair super short. i need a new look.

perhaps to veil my damn ugly nose.

more updates on my flickr ;)

.sweetness.

The dreadful thoughts of having to go back to work while everyone else is still busy making rounds of raya visit seems less vivid now.

Actually, its pretty cool to drive to work without having to go through hell traffic.

Arrived in KL at about 11ish yesternight, my first time driving back alone. Listened to Bebel Gilberto along the way, soothing really. Went home...wow. Home. Thats a big word for a free bird like me. Anyways, went home straight to his place. He was concerned over my safety being alone at my new house.

My boyfriend's cat Ah-girl woke me up for subuh. The round fluffy thing licked me all over. Luv woke up, i dont know how he managed to, considering its hols. But he did, cheerfully saying 'good morning sweetheart', cuddled and gave a few kisses.....to Ah-girl.

Tummy was still stuffed from last night's laksa, and from the distant i could smell his tokmak's cooking. Rendang!

The three of us then had a quiet breakfast eating ketupat palas and rendang tokmak with tokmak.

Raya's great. It felt much more meaningful this year around. I didnt get to see pelita with my best friend Ira as we normally would. That and making noises early raya morning, but somehow her absence was replaced with other wonderful new presence in life; Ammar and him. I have to say, this is the best raya after so many years. May i say, complete?

Or is it too big a word?

But i suppose this is what i want, eventhough i know i'm going to miss someone like a child misses her blanket. This is what i want, i keep telling myself that. I want someone to treat me kind, make me laugh and keep me happy. I want to be happy. And indeed, i am.

I learnt that my best friend, Sara is now happily pregnant; 5 months! Thats how long i've not hugged her. Radiant and beautiful, she looked. I wish her an eternity of love and happiness,as always.

Received tons of messages and calls wishing salam syawal. Thank you! I hope i did reply everyone. First raya call was from Naufal all the way from Canary Wharf, as early as 5.30am.

I will update more but right now i need to resume with my regular duty calls.

.selamat hari raya.

Raya is just around the corner. Had been busy shopping since last week. Got myself a pair of kebaya, kain batik, pair it with black heel, which makes me look sooo tall.

And also, finally got a copy of Closer! Finally! Got it from a shop called Wet Wet Kuey Tiaw that sells frickkin cool dvds. Found audrey hepburn's sabrina but think i'll watch Closer first. Cannot tamak.

Anna: We do everything that people who have sex do!
Larry: Do you enjoy sucking him off?
Anna: Yes!
Larry: You like his cock?
Anna: I love it!
Larry: You like him coming in your face?
Anna: Yes!
Larry: What does it taste like?
Anna: It tastes like you but sweeter!
Larry: That's the spirit. Thank you. Thank you for your honesty. Now fuck off and die, you fucked up slag.

How can one not like this movie?

I'm quite free today at the office and very much in a holiday mood.

Selamat Hari Raya in advance, everyone!

.the bangkok jazz story.

Friday night turned out a blast. Abby's birthday bash was great, surrounded by a bunch of happy people; naming my closest friends eka, azoe, salmi and the flickr-ian gang. Met magnus, fairuz and prakash for the first time after a long while flipping through flickr. Atilia is superb, as usual. The bass man, Fly drowned the crowd with his soul touch. The guy certainly got the groove! Fly: "So are you coming again tomorrow night?" Me: (with a smug bitch face) "yea, i will."

(Boohoo. I didnt quite make it actually.)

Towards the end of the night, everyone was so happily-ever-after.

........

Okay, maybe not. Azoe and i nearly fainted with the smell of smoke and alcohol that sticked on our shirt. Eka was super sleepy he thought my sponge-y bob looked damn cute. Salmi? Well, she cant stop laughing and kept dreaming about G.C.

I wonder whether i should plan for my own birthday bash this year. A small gathering at a decent place would be nice. Ah, i'm not as absofabulously glamourous to dine any place fancy. Korang okay ke kalau aku buat makan-makan kat kfc? Hehe. Budget tarak. I'm buying my own car soon so my birthday budget goes to road tax's saving obviously.

Had sahur at pelita later on with everyone. My third maggi goreng of the week. Hail to maggi goreng!

Talking about sahur, how's your ramadhan so far? I'm craving for another round of buka with my closest friends. Think, this year is filled with buka dengan kawan-kawan; especially with azoe and eka who've been feeding me good. Carls jr, marche, carls jr. Thank you, lovely. I'm planning to buka with Shakirah and hubby again.

Eventhough there's a possibility i might breakfast at the office this week.

.......

Whatever, i'm gonna go eat KFC today.

Happy birthday again, abby :)