.a life worth living?.

sure it does.

i've been meaning to type in a very good entry today but then i got all lazy and end up lying in my bed and sleep.

i'm supposed to go out for lunch with hairye. but i cancelled it.
i'm supposed to reply muzzo's msg. but i didn't.
i'm supposed to hang my laundry. but i choose to fall asleep again.
i'm supposed to take off this blue shirt out of me and take a bath. but I couldnt.

what's been happening to me today? gosh.

i'm still wearing his blue shirt, and i cant seem to get it out of my body. i mite be wearing it the whole day. and tomorrow. i like the smell of it and the feel of it on my skin. i'm confused.

*i hate the mixed and confused feeling*

i chatted with azuar over the phone. and he made me laugh. and yes he is straight. haha.

i started my job as a part time photographer with mukriz yesterday and had my first shooting session ever. it did turn out great. only one or two shots turned out ugly but the rest was..great.

me: i'm nervous. its my first shooting. i had butterflies in my tummy.

azuar: you'll be great.

and yeah it did turn out great. Alhamdullilah.

him: is RM30000 enough to pay your work?

me: pay me what i am worth.

*or be with me, if i am worth to be with*


sheeshh. my knee hurts like hell. i shouldnt have............

x_X

i should go and take my bath.

but can i wear this shirt while bathing? i dont want to take it off.

Living my life pathetically happy.
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