.thank you.

i wanna tell you something....

my friends, they are all amazing and wonderful. not to mention, genius and smart. they are what makes up my whole world. so today, i just wanna say a little thank you, to all these people listed below, for always being there for me through thick and thin, loving me despite my silly behaviour around them, for taking care of me unconditionally, watching my back when i am unaware and mostly, simply for still being friends with me through out these years.

muzzo; who broke his leg the other day- thank you for being such a loving big brother and thank you for just being you. i love you, bitch...you know that right? no? i'm gonna break your other leg after this just you wait.

zatyl; who loves polka dot just like me- you are my soulmate, love. you are my dearest little sister and so you know, i will always watch your back...especially masa ko parking kereta dan drive on a busy road. tyl, i will always be there for you no matter what, remember that! we stick with each other and no one could break us apart, love.

azoe; my sweet chubbycupcake- thank you for.....actually no words can ever be enough to thank you. just dont stop your love and care for me will ya? *big carebear hug* i might no always tell you this but...i love you more than you will always know.

eka; my favorite guy on earth- cant thank you less for always being my 'ear', watching my back, sharing thoughts and feelings, lending me your camera when i didnt bring mine, for being such a dear dear dear friend to me! for being my magic (yea yea i know this word is so sick to you), for not lala-ing my ass eventhough i know you want to, for being my lovely lovely brother, for all those sweet loving advice that reminds me 'wow there is actually pieces of advices that work!'

naufal; who is far in london- sweet, missing you so very dearly, come back quick and give me a hug! i blardy need one now! thank you for being such a dear friend all this while, being my listener when i need a friend, hug me when i am scared, pick me up at the airport and lemme listen to the beatles songs; never give me up asking me out for dinner eventhough i'm always super busy; thank you for the jazz cd and love actually soundtrack (i listened to it everday now) and fal, come back quick :(

yana; who loves lomo a lot; dont cry, babe. you got us (muzzy, zatyl and me) who loves you more than he does.

abby; my great philosopher- thank you for being the great babe that you are, thank you for your suprise calls, thank you for the great parties you always invites me too, thank you for always listening when i need someone to talk to, and please remember that between pain and pleasure...as a friend, i will not give u pain but sweet pleasure that will make your day.

salmi; my bestest friend since forever- awak saya miss awak sangat! apsal busy busy je ni? awak jaga diri okay, saya call awak masa awak kena rob tu tapi awak tak angkat awak buat saya risau tau, thank you salmi, for being my friend for nearly eleven years and still is my best friend despite the fight, the arguement, all those silly talks has makes us closer than ever kan? saya sangat sayang awak cik salmi! awak sayang saya tak? *hug hug hug*

shakirah; who is gonna be a mommy soon- aku tau ko takkan baca bende ni...but who cares. here's a big hug for my fav babe in the world. MY BESTEST FRIEND FOREVER. if anyone should ever ask me 'what is a friend' i shall say your name out loud. nak cerita pasal kau kat sini mmg tak cukup tempat but hey, you know who you are in my life, girl. 13 years and still going on strong! (right after i send her this words through ym she smile, cried and hug me....using icon!)

and of course, to my kawan-kawan yang susah nak jumpa but always sending me hugs and sweet thoughts:

jeremy; my cute photographer friend- thank you for the kind words when i was being pressured at work, you such a dear! (he wrote me this a while ago: Jeremy: dear ibah, you really need to have a break) how can i not love this guy???

acal; my little bro- acalllllllllllll balik mesia cepat! doha panas! awak balik sini saya belanja awak minum air mineral k? thank you for teman-ing me through ym every night at the office, kido!

jying; my 'mapster' - babelicious, babelicious babelicious, bila nak get together ni? i owe u coffee!
muid; the groovy bro- you rock, bro. you rock!

jane; my secret muse- love you sweetie. missing you as i have not talk to you for days now. you are the charm who will always charm me :) and no, you are not big.

anis; kau yang durhaka- ANIS COMEL ANIS COMEL LALALALA, aku nak gi kelantan lagi nak jumpa tok mi!

man, wawa, hairy- AKU RINDU KORANG! AKU SAYANG KORANG SANGAT2! tunggu aku balik muo kita jumpa and lepak bersama ye! hairy.....mana greys anatomy aku ni???

mukhriz- pakcik, i miss you. tu je aku leh cakap.

iera; kawan ku di ofis- love you always iera, thank you sbb hari2 dtg kacau ibah kat my cubicle and thank you sbb teman ibah nangis this morning *hugs*

azrin; the biskut kid- ahoy! miss you too! ramadhan is just around the corner so....yea lets go buka together!

and for the one person whose name i will never mention in my blog; thank you. for being my giant, for being my love, for still being what he says 'b, you tak nak gang dengan i dah ke?' eventhough there are times i wanna push him away. for still being who he is before and after. i love you. unconditionally. i know i get on your nerve everytime but...i'm just being me. okay? now lets go mamak shall we? :P

and to those who have been reading my blog all this while; thank you for always reading my stupid crap. you want a hug too? come here....*BIG HUG* and those whose names i forgot to mention, love you still wherever you are.

i used to have trouble with some people who is now no longer my friends (should i thank them for that too, yes?) but hey...in this life, friends are those who is still friends no matter how stormy the friendship can get. no matter if i call them stupid or lesbian in front or behind their back. friends stays. they dont go break up the friendship for no stupid apparent reason. you can bitch about me, hurt me or whatever but hey...i hold no grudge. i wish you guys well.

and so if you think you can come in between my friends and i, think again. do you think they will be bothered by you? gosh. the attempts of trying to hurt me or my friends....well, it just wont work. we arent pissed off instead we laugh about it and just wont bother. so stop making a fool out of yourself and lets be good people!

a coupla days ago, naufal dropped his handphone at the airport and a guy named ameer found it. ameer called me up and wanted to return the handphone back. such a generous person he is! see, there is so much kindness in the world that makes me believe this person who seems to not give up hurting me is actually a good person too.

you might be reading this, fella, whoever you are, so i will say this to you: ' i am not angry. i pray everyday that Allah will opens up your mind, change your heart for the better and one day, insya Allah you will see that there is more to life than all this crap. Allah is great. If you have anything against me, stop and seek for His guidance and forgiveness and He will return your call and let you in. Have faith in Him. He's the One whom all of us should always turn to and open up ourselves to Him, not attacking each other and buat dosa like this.'

You, my dear anonymous, you can try till u wanna give up but know one thing: you are always in my prayer. Thank you for what you've done, it just makes me stronger everyday :)

Amin.